Am I too much or not enough? The indifference invites imagining. Every careless look empty gesture egressive phrase Pregnant with meaning. Why do I try at all When met with apathy? The boy clothed now in manhood irresolute in his path Fumbles about. Desperate to connect Fearful to commence Obviate too early. run, Run, RUN from self from the sad from you before indifference suffocates me.